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<i>Previously on "Battlestar Galactica":</i>

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<i>(Adama) Leoben's a very clever Cylon.</i>
<i>He's gonna try to get into your head.</i>

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We haven't been properly introduced.
I'm Leoben.

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<i>(Starbuck)</i> I want
the Cylon interrogated.

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Do it.

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This has happened before.

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And all of it will happen again.
Your destiny has already been written.

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Assaulted, Miss Thrace.
A lot of old fractures from childhood.

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Children of abusive parents often fear
passing that abuse to their own children.

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Get out!

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I'm trying to help you, Kara. I only want
you to see the truth of your life.

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The reason you suffered.
The reason you struggled for so long.

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Was there something to what Leoben
said about you and a special destiny?

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Kara Thrace and her special destiny?

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That sounds like
a bad cover band, Sam.

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<i>(Adama) I think the nova does look like</i>
<i>the mandala inside this temple.</i>

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Maybe it was a road sign. Show
me the direction it's headed to next.

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<i>(Helo) I'm curious about something.</i>

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<i>Those paintings you did</i>
<i>from your apartment on Caprica.</i>

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This... was on the temple.
Where did you get the idea to paint yours?

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That's something I've been doodling
since I was a kid. I liked the pattern.

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<i>(Helo) Well... they built the temple</i>
<i>4,000 years ago.</i>

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- What is it?
- Just something Leoben said once.

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That I had a destiny.
That it had already been written.

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What's up?

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Nothing. Go back to sleep.

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You're up early.

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You too.

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Yeah.

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Hera gets these nightmares.

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Wakes up crying and shaking.

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By the time we calm her down
and get her to sleep, I'm wide awake.

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All that crap she went through on
New Caprica really left its mark on her.

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I know how she feels. I wish you'd never
shown me that picture of that mandala.

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I dream about it and that bastard Leoben
every godsdamn night.

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I feel like I'm losing my mind here.

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You know, Kara, there's a, um...
psychiatrist aboard <i>Inchon Velle.</i>

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We've made an appointment for Hera.
Think about seeing her.

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Are you kidding me? Most shrinks are
more frakked up than their patients are.

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You know, you might want to check out
that Oracle camped in Dogsville.

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People say she interprets dreams.
Sees things in them. Predicts events.

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Hey.

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You OK?

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I don't know.

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Hello? <i>(clears throat)</i>

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<i>(woman)</i> The goddess Aurora.

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Take it. It's yours.

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- What the hell am I gonna do with this?
- You'll know when the time comes.

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Sit.

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I, uh...

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I can't sleep.

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- Having these nightmares.
- About the Cylon.

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The one who held you captive
on New Caprica.

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Leoben.

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He was just...

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He knows you better than
you know yourself... Kara Thrace.

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He sees the truth about you.
About your destiny.

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You don't...

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Enough of that.

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The only destiny I have
is as a world-class frak-up.

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Who hurts everyone
she cares about.

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That was your mother's gift to you,
wasn't it?

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You were born to a woman who believed
suffering was good for the soul,

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so you suffered.

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<i>Your life is a testament to pain.</i>

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You want to believe it because
it means that you're bad luck.

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You're like a cancer
that needs to be removed.

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<i>Because you hear her voice every day.</i>

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<i>(Leoben)</i> And you want her to be right.

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Somebody told you
what Leoben said to me.

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Did you ever tell anyone about that?

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You learned the wrong lesson
from your mother, Kara.

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You confused the messenger
with the message.

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Your mother was trying
to teach you something else.

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You don't know crap
about my mother.

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Leoben does.

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He sees the patterns,
sees how it all fits together.

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- Shut up.
- <i>He's coming for you.</i>

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<i>Soon.</i>

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Shut the frak up.

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You can't stop him.

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And he will show you the way.

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I'm on a shuttle in a half an hour.
Ask for your leave, come with me.

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You could use the downtime.

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It sounds tempting.

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So do it. No strings, OK? We don't even
have to talk about our relationship.

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I'll think about it.

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Which means no.

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<i>(sighs)</i>

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You know, I hate to say this, but that
whack-job oracle... she's got a point.

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Your mother frakked up your head
long before Leoben ever got to you.

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She was dealing with a lot, Sam.

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She told me that I was
different from other kids,

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that I needed to be a warrior, like her.

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Taught me that fury gets you killed.
And anger keeps you alive.

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Well, she gave you plenty
to be angry about, didn't she?

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Split your head open with a broom
because you didn't make your bed.

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- I ever tell you how I got back at her?
- No.

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In the first Cylon war, she was stationed
with the first marines on Medra.

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Stinking jungles you wouldn't believe.

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Had this phobia of insects
for the rest of her life.

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Hated the damn things.

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So I go out and I buy a bunch of
rubber bugs and I slip into her closet...

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and I put 'em all over her shoes.

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And?

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She screamed her frakking head off.

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I go in...

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and she's trying to smash them
with her shoes.

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But that's just making 'em
bounce around even more.

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You must have caught hell for that.

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She grabbed my hand, held it in
the doorjamb, and slammed the door.

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Frak me.

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It was worth it, though.

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<i>(Hotdog) It's "Galactica". We had some</i>
<i>valve failures. We're restarting the unrep.</i>

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<i>(Dualla) Great. Hotdog, settle in. We're</i>
<i>gonna be out for another three hours.</i>

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Hotdog, what the hell are you doing?

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Enjoying blue skies again. About
the only thing I miss about New Caprica.

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<i>Galactica,</i> Starbuck. Showtime.

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Bogey. My right one,
in the soup at 45. Committing.

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Starbuck, Hotdog. No joy. Press.

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Abort the unrep.
Unhook those fuel lines immediately.

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Refuelling ships, <i>Galactica.</i> Immediate.
Cease all under-way replenishment ops.

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We've got both Starbuck and Hotdog
on DRADIS, but no contact on the bogey.

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We're lucky we can see anything.
That planet's synchrotron radiation

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has been kicking the crap out of every
DRADIS in the fleet since we got here.

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Price you pay for a good place
to hide and refuel the fleet.

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Looks like it's also a good place
for hiding a Cylon Raider.

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Starbuck, Apollo.
What have you got?

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Apollo, we got one turkey playing
hide-and-seek in the clouds. No sparrows.

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Engaging offensive.

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One heavy Raider.
No fighter escort.

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<i>(Gaeta)</i> Still no bandits on DRADIS.

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If that bastard jumps,
the Cylons could be all over us in minutes.

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Alert the fleet to stand by for a jump.

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Starbuck, Hotdog.
No visual on the Raider! I'm losing you!

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Dammit. Starbuck, blind!
I say again! I lost you in the clouds!

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<i>(Hotdog) Starbuck, we have no DRADIS</i>
<i>on your bogey. Do you have visual?</i>

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Affirmative.
He just ducked into the storm system.

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<i>(Hotdog) Do you see him?</i>
<i>Do you see him?</i>

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<i>Galactica,</i> Starbuck.
Tally. Weapons hot.

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<i>Galactica,</i> Starbuck.
Took a hit but still flying.

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- <i>(Hotdog) Starbuck, where did you go to?</i>
- <i>I'll be on him in a few seconds.</i>

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- Where the hell is that Raider?
- <i>(Gaeta)</i> Sir.

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Starbuck's close to the hard deck.

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The atmospheric density could
keep her from reaching orbit again.

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Then the pressure will crush her
like a cheap soda can.

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<i>(Apollo) Starbuck, you're getting too low.</i>
<i>Break off and climb.</i>

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<i>I repeat. Starbuck, you're getting too low.</i>
<i>Break off and climb.</i>

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<i>Starbuck.</i>

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Pull out before you don't have
to smash to regain orbit.

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<i>You got to come in.</i>

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Where the hell is she going?
Get outta there.

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<i>(Apollo) Starbuck, come in. Do you read?</i>
<i>You're getting too low.</i>

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- Get up.
- <i>(Apollo) Have you a visual on Starbuck?</i>

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<i>Starbuck, come in! Do you read?</i>
<i>Starbuck! Pull up!</i>

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That is an order. Pull out!

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Apollo, Starbuck. Wilco!

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Come on!

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- Where'd I take the hits, Chief?
- Looks like nowhere, Captain.

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What? I felt the impact.

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Damn Viper felt like
it hit a brick wall.

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Well, we'll keep checking,
but so far not a scratch.

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<i>(Starbuck)</i> It has to be there.
Run it again.

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- We've watched it twice.
- Then this isn't my film.

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<i>(Sharon)</i> No one else
pulled a trigger all day.

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We checked <i>Galactica's</i> DRADIS records.
There was no paint on your Cylon.

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And we all know that DRADIS
can be wonky near this planet.

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Maybe the Raider jumped away
before you fired.

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Or maybe it never existed
to begin with.

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It was there.

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Gonna ground her?

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Karl says she's physically fit,
but an emotional basket case.

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In peacetime, he'd ground us all.

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So it falls back on you.

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Yeah.

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Even screwed up,
she's still the best Viper driver I've got.

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Sometimes it's hard to admit
that the best of us... can burn out.

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Do you think she has?

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I don't know.

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I think her identity as a steely-eyed Viper
jock is the only thing holding her together.

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So if I ground her...

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Everyone gets rattled sometimes.

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But the bottom line is...

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when the bullets start to fly...

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can she handle it?

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So where do you want to go
when you bite the big one?

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I want to go right there.
Next to Kat.

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A water-walking Viper jock.

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A royal pain in the ass,
but a hell of a stick to have on your wing.

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You can put me right here.

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Next to Duck and Nora.

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Good card players.
Nice way to spend eternity.

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Whoever croaks first, the other one makes
sure their picture goes in the right place.

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Deal?

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Deal.

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So what did the old man have to say
about my combat report?

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"Starbuck's finally gone off the deep end.
Unfit for duty."

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He said I'm the CAG.
It's my call.

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Ah.

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And what do you say?

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I say I trust your eyes over DRADIS
any day of the week.

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Something could have been there,
vanished in the cloud cover.

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So you don't think I'm nuts?

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I didn't say that.
You're a raving lunatic.

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As demented and deranged
as the first day I met you.

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And you're a bastard.

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Look, um...

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stress has made us all twitchy.

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After what that Cylon put you through
on New Caprica,

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you've had more than your share.

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Get some rest...

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or you will start seeing things.

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Yeah.

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<i>(Adama)</i> That leaves
six civvies in line to refuel.

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- <i>(Roslin)</i> In another ten hours we're done.
- Yeah.

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Starbuck?

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- What do you hear?
- Nothing but the rain.

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Well, then grab your gun
and bring in the cat.

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Wilco, Admiral.

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- Madam President.
- Captain. How is it out there?

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- Hell of a view.
- <i>(Adama)</i> We're almost to the finish line.

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Then we can jump the hell
outta this system.

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So say we all.

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Um... Actually...

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Sorry. Boss.

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I have something for you.

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I thought that it would be a nice
figurehead for your model ship.

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Aurora. Goddess of the dawn.

229
00:20:54,870 --> 00:20:58,260
Yeah. She brings the morning star
and a fair wind.

230
00:20:58,350 --> 00:21:00,227
A fresh start.

231
00:21:00,310 --> 00:21:02,380
Thank you.

232
00:21:03,230 --> 00:21:05,824
- Good hunting.
- Thank you.

233
00:21:10,990 --> 00:21:12,309
<i>(Chief)</i> Harness assembly?

234
00:21:12,390 --> 00:21:17,384
Lap and shoulder retaining pins installed.
Retraction reel correct.

235
00:21:18,430 --> 00:21:22,628
Disconnect block locking indicator,
yellow flag visible.

236
00:21:27,350 --> 00:21:28,578
<i>(gasps)</i>

237
00:21:28,670 --> 00:21:30,865
You all right, Captain?

238
00:21:32,310 --> 00:21:33,789
Uh...

239
00:21:34,390 --> 00:21:37,029
Give me a minute here, Chief.

240
00:21:49,110 --> 00:21:52,022
<i>(screaming)</i>

241
00:22:18,110 --> 00:22:19,907
<i>(Chief)</i> Major.

242
00:22:21,630 --> 00:22:24,508
She's just sitting there.

243
00:22:24,590 --> 00:22:27,468
Did you talk to her?

244
00:22:27,550 --> 00:22:29,939
You talk to her.

245
00:22:42,390 --> 00:22:44,779
Feeling sorry for me?

246
00:22:50,350 --> 00:22:51,829
Kara.

247
00:22:51,910 --> 00:22:54,299
Everyone gets rattled.

248
00:22:56,190 --> 00:22:58,181
Even the best.

249
00:23:04,350 --> 00:23:06,944
I'm not going back out there.

250
00:23:08,630 --> 00:23:11,224
I don't trust myself.

251
00:23:12,630 --> 00:23:14,029
Hm.

252
00:23:16,950 --> 00:23:18,941
So trust me.

253
00:23:20,710 --> 00:23:23,463
I'll fly your wing.

254
00:23:23,550 --> 00:23:25,859
The CAG flying my No.2?

255
00:23:32,710 --> 00:23:35,019
Whatever it takes.

256
00:23:40,790 --> 00:23:43,907
How are things with you and Dee?

257
00:23:43,990 --> 00:23:45,139
Uh...

258
00:23:45,230 --> 00:23:47,539
You know. Good.

259
00:23:48,550 --> 00:23:49,983
No.

260
00:23:50,070 --> 00:23:52,948
Better than good.

261
00:23:53,030 --> 00:23:55,419
Best they've ever been.

262
00:23:58,590 --> 00:24:00,262
I'm happy for you.

263
00:24:02,390 --> 00:24:04,187
Really.

264
00:24:06,030 --> 00:24:09,818
It's funny, though,
after all we've been through...

265
00:24:09,910 --> 00:24:12,708
we are right back where we started.

266
00:24:14,830 --> 00:24:19,142
You're CAG and I am
your hotshot problem pilot.

267
00:24:28,350 --> 00:24:31,342
I guess that's all
we'll ever be now, huh?

268
00:24:49,630 --> 00:24:52,349
Starbuck, Apollo.
How we doing?

269
00:24:55,990 --> 00:24:57,469
Copacetic.

270
00:24:58,510 --> 00:25:01,388
Another 30 minutes
and we head back for the barn.

271
00:25:03,710 --> 00:25:06,178
Dammit. Apollo! One turkey, my right.

272
00:25:06,270 --> 00:25:09,740
Level and ten, ducking in and out
of the clouds. Engaging.

273
00:25:12,790 --> 00:25:14,348
<i>Starbuck, Apollo. No joy.</i>

274
00:25:14,430 --> 00:25:17,547
Starbuck, <i>Galactica.</i>
No DRADIS contact on your Cylon.

275
00:25:17,630 --> 00:25:19,825
<i>Apollo. Starbuck.</i>

276
00:25:21,790 --> 00:25:23,906
Weapons hot. Committing.

277
00:25:23,990 --> 00:25:28,939
This time I'm gonna drag him back and
dump his sorry ass on the hangar deck.

278
00:25:31,190 --> 00:25:34,865
Set the fleet at condition one.
Uncouple the hoses.

279
00:25:45,870 --> 00:25:49,260
Starbuck, Apollo.
I've lost you on DRADIS. I'm blind!

280
00:25:49,350 --> 00:25:53,184
Starbuck, Apollo. I repeat.
I got no sign of you or the Raider.

281
00:25:54,910 --> 00:25:56,662
Starbuck! Report!

282
00:25:56,750 --> 00:25:58,581
Starbuck, report!

283
00:25:58,670 --> 00:26:01,503
<i>This is Apollo.</i>
<i>Can you read me?</i>

284
00:26:01,590 --> 00:26:03,069
<i>Starbuck, we're falling.</i>

285
00:26:06,550 --> 00:26:08,142
<i>Starbuck!</i>

286
00:26:25,590 --> 00:26:27,706
<i>Starbuck, I have zero visibility.</i>

287
00:26:27,790 --> 00:26:30,588
<i>Starbuck, are you out there? Kara!</i>

288
00:26:30,670 --> 00:26:32,103
<i>(beeping)</i>

289
00:26:32,190 --> 00:26:35,023
<i>(beeping continues)</i>

290
00:26:39,710 --> 00:26:42,907
<i>(radio) Good morning.</i>
<i>Got another hot one in store for you today.</i>

291
00:26:42,990 --> 00:26:46,505
<i>It's time to head for the beach.</i>
<i>Weatherman says we can exp...</i>

292
00:26:46,590 --> 00:26:48,581
Rise and shine.

293
00:26:56,390 --> 00:26:58,858
We have a big day ahead of us.

294
00:27:00,630 --> 00:27:02,621
Come on.

295
00:27:14,190 --> 00:27:16,260
I'm not here.

296
00:27:16,350 --> 00:27:19,103
I'm out cold, or on a Cylon ship,

297
00:27:19,190 --> 00:27:22,626
and you dragged me
to play your frakking mind games.

298
00:27:22,710 --> 00:27:25,588
No games, Kara.

299
00:27:25,670 --> 00:27:28,059
This is about your destiny.

300
00:27:29,510 --> 00:27:31,978
I write my own destiny.

301
00:27:33,470 --> 00:27:36,428
I didn't paint that symbol, Kara.

302
00:27:36,510 --> 00:27:38,262
You did.

303
00:27:38,350 --> 00:27:40,739
You saw it again.

304
00:27:43,030 --> 00:27:45,146
In the clouds.

305
00:27:45,230 --> 00:27:47,221
Didn't you?

306
00:27:50,630 --> 00:27:53,428
But you didn't tell anyone else.

307
00:27:55,190 --> 00:27:57,658
Because you're drawn to it.

308
00:27:59,230 --> 00:28:02,506
You feel its pull.
You want to fly into it.

309
00:28:02,590 --> 00:28:05,263
You want to cross over.

310
00:28:05,350 --> 00:28:07,545
But you're afraid.

311
00:28:07,630 --> 00:28:10,428
Afraid of what?
A frakking cloud?

312
00:28:17,470 --> 00:28:19,461
Of the unknown.

313
00:28:20,390 --> 00:28:22,187
Death.

314
00:28:23,710 --> 00:28:26,702
All of your high-wire stunts
have been an act.

315
00:28:29,590 --> 00:28:31,581
Time after time...

316
00:28:33,670 --> 00:28:37,424
you skip to the edge of the abyss,
then dance away again.

317
00:28:37,510 --> 00:28:40,502
But you never really
conquered your fear.

318
00:28:42,070 --> 00:28:44,186
You've been afraid.

319
00:28:44,270 --> 00:28:46,579
Ever since that day.

320
00:28:48,550 --> 00:28:50,188
What day?

321
00:29:10,910 --> 00:29:14,539
All this has happened before.
And will happen again.

322
00:29:16,190 --> 00:29:18,385
<i>(knocking)</i>

323
00:29:18,470 --> 00:29:20,825
- <i>(woman)</i> It's open.
- <i>(door opens)</i>

324
00:29:28,390 --> 00:29:30,301
Hello, Mamma.

325
00:29:31,190 --> 00:29:34,944
It's hard to believe
it's only six years ago.

326
00:29:35,070 --> 00:29:37,584
You look so much younger.

327
00:29:37,670 --> 00:29:39,661
I was.

328
00:29:40,670 --> 00:29:45,983
<i>(mother)</i> So, you really did it. First person
in the family to become an officer.

329
00:29:46,070 --> 00:29:48,823
What <i>is</i> the world coming to?

330
00:29:48,910 --> 00:29:54,428
Kara, they tell me that you're
the best natural pilot they've ever seen.

331
00:29:54,510 --> 00:29:57,308
First time I got in that cockpit, I just...

332
00:29:58,270 --> 00:30:00,704
felt like I belonged.

333
00:30:00,790 --> 00:30:06,626
All that natural ability, and still
you only graduated 16th in your class.

334
00:30:09,110 --> 00:30:11,226
16th out of 117 cadets, Mamma.

335
00:30:11,310 --> 00:30:14,222
Why are you proud of that?
You should have been No.1.

336
00:30:14,830 --> 00:30:19,062
They tell me that you have left a trail
of demerits from here to Aerelon.

337
00:30:19,150 --> 00:30:25,020
- You have no respect for authority...
- It's none of your business any more.

338
00:30:25,510 --> 00:30:28,104
You have a gift, Kara.

339
00:30:28,190 --> 00:30:32,786
I've always known that in my gut. And
I am not going to let you piss that away.

340
00:30:32,870 --> 00:30:36,579
- You're special. Don't you understand?
- No, I'm not.

341
00:30:36,670 --> 00:30:39,662
Would you let go of
that stupid dream of yours?

342
00:30:40,430 --> 00:30:43,661
Look, I am sorry as hell
that you never made officer,

343
00:30:43,750 --> 00:30:47,459
and all you have to show for a life
of dedication is this crappy apartment

344
00:30:47,550 --> 00:30:52,340
and that frakking medal on the wall.
But I will not make up for it all. I can't.

345
00:30:52,430 --> 00:30:55,627
Yeah, because you're a quitter.

346
00:30:55,710 --> 00:30:57,985
You always have been.

347
00:31:08,030 --> 00:31:10,498
You went to an oncologist?

348
00:31:10,590 --> 00:31:13,582
Hey! Put that down.
Don't touch that.

349
00:31:19,830 --> 00:31:22,549
- What are you gonna do about this?
- Nothing.

350
00:31:23,270 --> 00:31:26,342
There's nothing <i>to</i> do.
It's metastasised.

351
00:31:27,350 --> 00:31:29,500
Game is over.

352
00:31:58,390 --> 00:32:01,302
- I'm sorry, Mamma.
- I don't want your pity.

353
00:32:04,750 --> 00:32:07,981
- You haven't got it.
- You want to feel sorry for someone?

354
00:32:08,070 --> 00:32:10,106
Feel sorry for yourself.

355
00:32:10,190 --> 00:32:15,901
You have to find another way to motivate
your ass. I'm not gonna be around to do it.

356
00:32:15,990 --> 00:32:19,300
Oh, don't tell me
you're gonna cry about it now.

357
00:32:20,270 --> 00:32:24,980
You know what? I don't need this.
I'm gonna... I'm gonna walk out that door.

358
00:32:25,590 --> 00:32:29,299
And you can look at it every frakking
miserable day you have left

359
00:32:29,390 --> 00:32:32,746
and know that I am never
gonna come back through it again.

360
00:32:32,830 --> 00:32:34,104
Kara!

361
00:32:34,310 --> 00:32:35,982
Kara!

362
00:32:38,270 --> 00:32:39,908
<i>(door opens)</i>

363
00:32:39,990 --> 00:32:42,345
<i>(door slams)</i>

364
00:32:43,230 --> 00:32:45,744
You kept running, didn't you?

365
00:32:45,830 --> 00:32:47,388
For blocks.

366
00:33:05,670 --> 00:33:09,106
<i>(Leoben)</i> She waited here.
Five weeks.

367
00:33:09,710 --> 00:33:12,099
Hoping you'd come back.

368
00:33:14,270 --> 00:33:16,261
She died alone.

369
00:33:17,630 --> 00:33:20,224
I was afraid I couldn't watch.

370
00:33:24,630 --> 00:33:26,621
It's not too late.

371
00:33:28,510 --> 00:33:30,501
She's waiting still.

372
00:34:01,510 --> 00:34:02,909
Mamma.

373
00:34:07,630 --> 00:34:10,064
You came back.

374
00:34:24,190 --> 00:34:26,579
I can't believe you kept all this.

375
00:34:26,670 --> 00:34:28,547
Everything.

376
00:34:29,550 --> 00:34:32,064
Always.

377
00:34:53,030 --> 00:34:54,827
Mamma.

378
00:34:59,230 --> 00:35:01,824
Something's about to happen.

379
00:35:03,830 --> 00:35:08,221
You know that thing that
you were trying to prepare me for?

380
00:35:12,190 --> 00:35:14,101
I don't know if I can do it.

381
00:35:15,430 --> 00:35:19,139
Oh, yes, you can. You can.

382
00:35:19,590 --> 00:35:22,582
How can you be sure?

383
00:35:26,990 --> 00:35:28,946
You're my daughter.

384
00:36:00,110 --> 00:36:03,819
<i>(Leoben)</i> See? There's nothing
so terrible about death.

385
00:36:03,910 --> 00:36:07,789
When you finally face it...
it's beautiful.

386
00:36:10,230 --> 00:36:12,221
You're free now.

387
00:36:13,350 --> 00:36:15,341
To become who you really are.

388
00:36:21,390 --> 00:36:22,948
You're not Leoben.

389
00:36:24,950 --> 00:36:26,941
Never said I was.

390
00:36:28,790 --> 00:36:32,863
I'm here to prepare you
to pass through the next door.

391
00:36:32,950 --> 00:36:36,738
To discover what hovers
in the space between life and death.

392
00:36:43,350 --> 00:36:45,261
<i>(beeping)</i>

393
00:36:52,950 --> 00:36:55,180
<i>Starbuck, Apollo.</i>
<i>I lost you on DRADIS.</i>

394
00:36:56,910 --> 00:37:00,380
<i>I say again... I've lost you.</i>

395
00:37:00,470 --> 00:37:03,109
<i>Switch idents.</i>
<i>I'll try and get a fix on you.</i>

396
00:37:03,910 --> 00:37:05,548
<i>Kara!</i>

397
00:37:07,910 --> 00:37:10,219
<i>(Starbuck) Lee.</i>

398
00:37:10,310 --> 00:37:12,380
<i>I'm not afraid any more.</i>

399
00:37:12,470 --> 00:37:13,949
Say again?

400
00:37:16,630 --> 00:37:18,541
I'm not afraid any more.

401
00:37:18,630 --> 00:37:22,066
She should be afraid.
She's damn close to the hard deck.

402
00:37:22,150 --> 00:37:24,459
The pressure will crush them both.

403
00:37:24,550 --> 00:37:27,508
- Lee, get her out of there.
- <i>(Gaeta)</i> 90 seconds to hard deck.

404
00:37:27,590 --> 00:37:29,626
All right, Kara. Listen to me.

405
00:37:29,710 --> 00:37:31,541
Forget the damn toaster.

406
00:37:31,630 --> 00:37:34,144
Climb now or you're dead.

407
00:37:46,990 --> 00:37:51,268
<i>We can still pull out. We haven't</i>
<i>gone past the point of no return.</i>

408
00:37:51,350 --> 00:37:52,749
<i>Kara!</i>

409
00:37:52,830 --> 00:37:55,139
<i>(Gaeta)</i> 60 seconds to hard deck.

410
00:37:55,230 --> 00:37:59,269
D vector red section to Apollo's last
known. Set alert Vipers to ready one.

411
00:37:59,350 --> 00:38:01,989
<i>(Dualla)</i> Hotdog, Hex, divert to 7.5.

412
00:38:03,390 --> 00:38:05,779
Gods, Starbuck, where are you?!

413
00:38:10,430 --> 00:38:12,546
Visual. Visual.

414
00:38:12,630 --> 00:38:15,428
OK. Kara, I'm coming to get you.

415
00:38:15,510 --> 00:38:19,867
<i>(Starbuck) Lee...</i>
<i>I'll see you on the other side.</i>

416
00:38:19,950 --> 00:38:22,510
<i>Kara, please!</i>
<i>Listen to me! Come back...</i>

417
00:38:22,590 --> 00:38:23,943
Just let me go.

418
00:38:24,030 --> 00:38:25,941
Godsdammit, Kara.

419
00:38:26,030 --> 00:38:27,702
You come back!

420
00:38:27,790 --> 00:38:29,064
<i>Come back!</i>

421
00:38:29,150 --> 00:38:32,187
It's OK. Just let me go.

422
00:38:34,390 --> 00:38:37,109
<i>They're waiting for me.</i>

423
00:38:52,270 --> 00:38:53,783
No!

424
00:38:53,990 --> 00:38:55,469
No!

425
00:38:56,470 --> 00:38:58,461
Apollo! Get out of there!

426
00:38:58,550 --> 00:39:00,905
Abort! Abort!

427
00:39:12,870 --> 00:39:14,940
Lee, do you have her in sight?

428
00:39:15,030 --> 00:39:16,748
Can you see her?

429
00:39:24,990 --> 00:39:26,503
<i>Negative.</i>

430
00:39:26,590 --> 00:39:28,581
<i>She...</i>

431
00:39:28,670 --> 00:39:30,900
<i>she went in.</i>

432
00:39:35,150 --> 00:39:37,141
She went in.

433
00:39:47,190 --> 00:39:50,546
We're sending in the
search and rescue birds. We'll find her.

434
00:39:50,630 --> 00:39:52,860
<i>No, Dad. It's no use.</i>

435
00:39:52,950 --> 00:39:55,783
<i>Her ship's in pieces.</i>

436
00:39:56,750 --> 00:39:59,025
<i>Her ship's in pieces.</i>

437
00:39:59,110 --> 00:40:00,907
<i>No chute.</i>

438
00:40:01,790 --> 00:40:03,860
<i>We lost her.</i>

439
00:41:53,150 --> 00:41:55,948
- I'm a Ronnie monster.
- What's a Ro?

440
00:41:56,030 --> 00:41:57,019
(giggles)