1 00:00:05,342 --> 00:00:08,618 Oh, my God, I can't believe I'm about to do this. 2 00:00:08,846 --> 00:00:10,165 What's wrong? 3 00:00:11,181 --> 00:00:13,695 - I lost my mop. - Really? 4 00:00:13,892 --> 00:00:17,521 No. But that's the only thing that could make me unhappy, right? 5 00:00:17,771 --> 00:00:20,524 You people think of me as nothing but The Janitor. 6 00:00:20,733 --> 00:00:23,805 - That's not true. - What's my name? 7 00:00:25,571 --> 00:00:28,802 I know that the nurses call you Sir Plunge-a-lot. 8 00:00:29,033 --> 00:00:31,024 - I know. - Come on. 9 00:00:31,201 --> 00:00:35,114 - I'm sure you don't know my name so... - John Michael Dorian. 10 00:00:35,372 --> 00:00:39,445 - How did you know my middle name? - Because I care. 11 00:00:39,710 --> 00:00:43,385 Today seems like a good day to hide out in one of my patient's rooms. 12 00:00:43,630 --> 00:00:45,860 You, my friend, are an incompetent fool! 13 00:00:46,050 --> 00:00:48,359 Unless, of course, my patient is missing. 14 00:00:48,552 --> 00:00:50,224 Where's my brother? 15 00:00:50,387 --> 00:00:55,586 Say, ''I don't know,'' I'll show you what I learned in my crotch-punching class. 16 00:00:55,893 --> 00:00:59,681 I think it's great that you're going back to school. 17 00:00:59,938 --> 00:01:03,851 Why would he wander off? Oh, maybe he went to a real hospital. 18 00:01:04,109 --> 00:01:06,179 He found out he had leukaemia yesterday. 19 00:01:06,362 --> 00:01:09,911 That's life-changing news. You can't be surprised if he's depressed. 20 00:01:10,991 --> 00:01:12,265 Hey, doc! 21 00:01:12,409 --> 00:01:15,242 This guy's got something on his shoulder. Take a look. 22 00:01:15,454 --> 00:01:18,207 Ben, put the small children down. 23 00:01:18,415 --> 00:01:20,087 Is anybody missing one of these? 24 00:01:20,250 --> 00:01:22,161 OK! 25 00:01:22,336 --> 00:01:24,611 You heard the doctor. Sit this one out. 26 00:01:24,797 --> 00:01:26,674 - Please... - My hands are free to... 27 00:01:26,840 --> 00:01:29,593 No, no, Ben! Seriously, Ben! Ben! No, come on, Ben! 28 00:01:29,802 --> 00:01:32,680 Stop, Ben. Put me down. Ben! 29 00:01:32,888 --> 00:01:36,244 Faster! 30 00:01:38,852 --> 00:01:40,285 Eagle! 31 00:01:41,438 --> 00:01:44,032 You had enough? 32 00:01:47,486 --> 00:01:49,636 - Sad. - You want a turn? 33 00:01:49,822 --> 00:01:53,735 - Come on. - Don't you dare! Don't you dare! No! 34 00:01:53,992 --> 00:01:57,462 - No! Ben, put me down! No! - Get a shot of the mean lady. 35 00:01:57,705 --> 00:02:00,299 Hey, shorty. You short person, 36 00:02:00,499 --> 00:02:04,697 you take that picture, you'll be glad you're in a hospital. Help! 37 00:02:06,000 --> 00:02:12,074 Watch Movies, TV Series and Live Sports Signup Here -> WWW.ADMITME.APP 38 00:02:19,476 --> 00:02:21,910 You've got a Christmas card right there. 39 00:02:22,104 --> 00:02:25,699 You're funny. I don't understand why you refuse to put on a gown. 40 00:02:25,941 --> 00:02:28,501 Because I don't like people to see my bum. 41 00:02:28,694 --> 00:02:31,413 - So wear underwear. - You know how I feel about underwear. 42 00:02:31,613 --> 00:02:33,968 Every girl who came to our house in the mid-'80s 43 00:02:34,158 --> 00:02:36,718 - knows how you feel. - Sweatpants years. 44 00:02:36,910 --> 00:02:40,789 I don't like that much freedom down there. Makes me tingle in my giblets. 45 00:02:41,040 --> 00:02:43,349 If you don't start taking this seriously... 46 00:02:43,542 --> 00:02:47,376 I'm a good intern, but when you're dealing with disease and family, 47 00:02:47,629 --> 00:02:50,302 an intern just doesn't cut it. What you need... 48 00:02:51,717 --> 00:02:52,706 ...is a hero. 49 00:02:52,843 --> 00:02:55,755 Shut up. Shut up. And definitely shut up. 50 00:02:55,971 --> 00:02:57,324 But, I didn't say any... 51 00:02:57,473 --> 00:03:00,704 I know, but I enjoy saying it to you. OK, here's the deal. 52 00:03:00,934 --> 00:03:03,767 If we're gonna beat this thing, and we damn sure are, 53 00:03:03,979 --> 00:03:05,810 we'll do it one way and one way only: 54 00:03:05,981 --> 00:03:09,735 - We're gonna be a team, team, team. - I hear you, Dr Cox. 55 00:03:09,985 --> 00:03:12,863 I am so not speaking to you, Rhonda, thank you. 56 00:03:13,072 --> 00:03:14,949 I'm sorry, I'm very excited. Go! 57 00:03:15,115 --> 00:03:17,629 What do you say, children? Are we a team? 58 00:03:17,826 --> 00:03:20,181 I'm in. 59 00:03:20,371 --> 00:03:22,327 Go Team Cancer. 60 00:03:22,498 --> 00:03:24,295 Wow, he did it. 61 00:03:24,458 --> 00:03:27,336 I've got to go take care of some other patients. 62 00:03:31,048 --> 00:03:34,404 I don't believe it. I didn't get tomorrow's Whipple procedure. 63 00:03:34,635 --> 00:03:36,387 - I know. - This is ridiculous. 64 00:03:36,553 --> 00:03:37,542 Calm down. 65 00:03:37,680 --> 00:03:42,356 What's a brother got to do to get a Whipple? What's a brother got to do? 66 00:03:42,643 --> 00:03:45,794 Listen. You've got to stop turning your medical training 67 00:03:46,021 --> 00:03:50,060 into some ego-driven contest. No one else is doing that. 68 00:03:50,317 --> 00:03:52,672 Oh, I got the Whipple. 69 00:03:52,861 --> 00:03:54,692 Suck it, Turk. 70 00:03:54,863 --> 00:03:57,297 - I will end her. - No, no. 71 00:03:57,491 --> 00:03:59,209 - Dude, let her go. - Let go of me. 72 00:03:59,368 --> 00:04:01,677 It'll be so hot. 73 00:04:01,870 --> 00:04:07,388 Can you tell me the treatment regimen for organophosphate toxicity, Dr Reid? 74 00:04:07,710 --> 00:04:09,780 I would give intramuscular epinephrine, 75 00:04:09,962 --> 00:04:13,113 then IV calcium gluconate, and emergency haemodialysis. 76 00:04:13,340 --> 00:04:16,696 If I wanted you to give me three wrong answers in a row 77 00:04:16,927 --> 00:04:20,158 I would have just asked for ''the usual.'' 78 00:04:20,389 --> 00:04:22,186 Dr Murphy, care to jump in? 79 00:04:22,349 --> 00:04:24,704 I think it's... 80 00:04:24,893 --> 00:04:27,453 - Do you have a speech impediment? - Excuse me? 81 00:04:27,646 --> 00:04:30,558 You insist on starting every answer with ''um.'' 82 00:04:30,774 --> 00:04:33,083 So you've either got a speech impediment 83 00:04:33,277 --> 00:04:36,952 or you're a stammering know-nothing who doesn't belong in medicine. 84 00:04:38,032 --> 00:04:39,624 Well spoken. 85 00:04:39,783 --> 00:04:41,978 Now, get out! All of you! Get out! 86 00:04:42,161 --> 00:04:43,958 Get out! Out! Out! Out! 87 00:04:45,581 --> 00:04:48,573 Jumpin' Jupiter, I do enjoy the tough love. 88 00:04:48,792 --> 00:04:51,864 They probably like it too, whether they admit it or not. 89 00:04:52,087 --> 00:04:53,964 Well... 90 00:04:54,131 --> 00:04:58,966 ''Oh, the old guy's so tough on me, but I love him.'' Right? 91 00:04:59,261 --> 00:05:02,014 Right? They hate you, Bob. 92 00:05:02,222 --> 00:05:05,498 They hate you from your hooves to the top of your pitchfork. 93 00:05:05,726 --> 00:05:10,083 They hate you, dear God, they hate you good. 94 00:05:10,356 --> 00:05:11,789 What're you laughing at? 95 00:05:11,940 --> 00:05:15,774 That ''hooves'' and ''pitchfork'' part. 96 00:05:16,028 --> 00:05:19,020 - Why? - No reason. 97 00:05:20,908 --> 00:05:25,186 Now, do you think you can make Ben behave like a patient or not? 98 00:05:25,454 --> 00:05:27,490 No problem. 99 00:05:28,707 --> 00:05:31,858 - I got him to put his gown on. - He sure did. 100 00:05:32,086 --> 00:05:35,203 And now my butt itches on account of this scratchy chair. 101 00:05:35,422 --> 00:05:36,696 What're we watching? 102 00:05:36,840 --> 00:05:41,118 Wings. And shut up, I like the cab driver. He slays me. 103 00:05:41,387 --> 00:05:43,901 Antonio. Played by the actor Tony Shalhoub, 104 00:05:44,098 --> 00:05:47,056 also particularly fantastic in a film called Big Night. 105 00:05:47,267 --> 00:05:50,737 Congratulations. Your DiMaggio-like streak for saying nothing 106 00:05:50,979 --> 00:05:55,416 even remotely interesting is still alive and well. 107 00:05:55,693 --> 00:05:57,729 I didn't care about the abuse. 108 00:05:57,903 --> 00:06:01,612 The most amazing thing was to watch how Dr Cox dealt with his friend. 109 00:06:01,865 --> 00:06:03,776 How he made him feel safe. 110 00:06:03,951 --> 00:06:07,227 - Do I have to get a special doctor? - An oncologist. 111 00:06:07,454 --> 00:06:10,730 Do we have to talk about this? You must have something else on your mind. 112 00:06:10,958 --> 00:06:15,270 Nope. Just pretty much that leukaemia thing. 113 00:06:15,546 --> 00:06:19,619 Ben, leukaemia is a petty, ugly illness 114 00:06:19,883 --> 00:06:22,192 and we'll not dignify it by speaking of it 115 00:06:22,386 --> 00:06:25,458 unless absolutely necessary. Is that clear to you? 116 00:06:25,681 --> 00:06:27,160 Gotcha. 117 00:06:30,227 --> 00:06:32,866 You are such a stud. 118 00:06:33,063 --> 00:06:35,975 That was interesting. 119 00:06:36,191 --> 00:06:38,102 So, Doctor Wen. 120 00:06:38,277 --> 00:06:41,474 You asked Bonnie to assist you with this Whipple procedure? 121 00:06:41,697 --> 00:06:45,133 - Yes, I did. - Thanks again, sir. 122 00:06:50,122 --> 00:06:52,158 I guess we should just let it go. 123 00:06:52,332 --> 00:06:57,247 I mean, neither one of us wants to do anything to make it worse, right? 124 00:06:59,590 --> 00:07:01,785 You guys ever notice how you're both Asian? 125 00:07:05,095 --> 00:07:07,893 Your mother's maiden name is Turner. 126 00:07:08,098 --> 00:07:12,967 So you used your key to get into my personnel file. Big deal. 127 00:07:13,270 --> 00:07:16,068 Your first kiss was with Sarah Briggs 128 00:07:16,273 --> 00:07:18,946 at the embarrassing age of 16. 129 00:07:19,151 --> 00:07:20,709 She wore a green turtleneck. 130 00:07:20,861 --> 00:07:25,252 You wonder sometimes if she still thinks about you. I'm guessing no. 131 00:07:25,532 --> 00:07:29,650 - How could you possibly know that? - I'm your father. 132 00:07:39,213 --> 00:07:40,566 Good morning, Dr Dorian. 133 00:07:40,714 --> 00:07:45,344 You probably don't notice it yourself, but this hospital is a freak show. 134 00:07:45,636 --> 00:07:47,069 This is my band. 135 00:07:47,221 --> 00:07:51,180 We're all working from different departments in the hospital. 136 00:07:51,433 --> 00:07:53,310 - Legal - Accounting 137 00:07:53,477 --> 00:07:56,116 - Shipping and Receiving - Online Property Management 138 00:07:56,313 --> 00:07:58,588 Including Pest Control Night Time Security 139 00:07:58,774 --> 00:08:01,004 And Non-Arboreal Gardening Services 140 00:08:03,570 --> 00:08:05,208 That's... That's just great. 141 00:08:05,364 --> 00:08:09,243 We mostly do a cappella versions of cartoon theme songs. 142 00:08:27,761 --> 00:08:30,639 Dr Reid, I hope I wasn't too harsh on you 143 00:08:30,848 --> 00:08:33,362 - at rounds this morning. - Oh, it's OK, sir. 144 00:08:33,559 --> 00:08:35,754 I don't hate myself much more than usual. 145 00:08:35,936 --> 00:08:40,691 Well, turnabout's fair play, and all that, so here's an evaluation form. 146 00:08:40,983 --> 00:08:44,419 I figured I'd try to get a read on how all you interns think I'm doing. 147 00:08:44,653 --> 00:08:46,530 Don't sign your name. 148 00:08:46,697 --> 00:08:50,212 It's completely anonymous, and Dr Reid, I'm no she-doc. 149 00:08:50,451 --> 00:08:52,521 I can take it. 150 00:08:55,706 --> 00:08:58,300 - You're going to crush him, right? - Oh, yes. 151 00:08:58,500 --> 00:09:00,934 - How do you spell ''inadequate''? - Give me that. 152 00:09:01,128 --> 00:09:03,164 I'll fill it out for you. 153 00:09:03,339 --> 00:09:06,172 So, Mr Sullivan, your blast percentage 154 00:09:06,383 --> 00:09:09,500 is quite a bit higher than we all expected. Around 80 percent. 155 00:09:09,720 --> 00:09:13,998 That's bad, right? You want the number to be low, huh? Like in golf? 156 00:09:14,266 --> 00:09:18,020 Yes, exactly. Like in golf. Do you play? 157 00:09:18,270 --> 00:09:20,909 Oh, who the hell cares if he plays golf? 158 00:09:21,106 --> 00:09:22,380 I was bonding. 159 00:09:22,524 --> 00:09:24,162 You're doing a good job too. 160 00:09:24,318 --> 00:09:25,671 Oh, thanks. 161 00:09:25,819 --> 00:09:27,218 Who is this clown? 162 00:09:27,363 --> 00:09:29,957 Paul here is the best oncologist in the room, 163 00:09:30,157 --> 00:09:32,717 so why don't we all just clam up and listen. 164 00:09:32,910 --> 00:09:36,505 - We need to start chemo. - When? 165 00:09:36,747 --> 00:09:38,260 This afternoon. 166 00:09:39,750 --> 00:09:42,218 I'm afraid this afternoon doesn't work for me. 167 00:09:42,419 --> 00:09:44,614 Ironically, I have a golf game to get to. 168 00:09:44,797 --> 00:09:47,709 Benji, don't sweat it. Come on, give me a break. 169 00:09:47,925 --> 00:09:49,199 You gonna be there? 170 00:09:49,343 --> 00:09:52,141 I've got a thousand patients to look after, so no, 171 00:09:52,346 --> 00:09:54,940 I'll probably miss this first one, but I will leave 172 00:09:55,140 --> 00:09:58,496 my lovely and talented assistant, Kimmy, OK? 173 00:09:59,687 --> 00:10:02,155 Yeah, sure, you know, OK. 174 00:10:02,356 --> 00:10:05,268 - Oh, am I Kimmy? - No, I'm Kimmy. 175 00:10:05,484 --> 00:10:07,714 Oh! Good. 176 00:10:12,700 --> 00:10:14,895 Carla torched Dr Kelso for me. 177 00:10:15,077 --> 00:10:19,628 No matter what I wrote, I always brought it back to sexual inadequacy. 178 00:10:20,582 --> 00:10:22,732 - So good. - Hello, ladies. 179 00:10:22,918 --> 00:10:24,590 - Hey, Doug. - Hey, Doug. 180 00:10:24,753 --> 00:10:26,869 What did you write on Kelso's evaluation? 181 00:10:27,047 --> 00:10:29,481 - What evaluation? - You didn't get yours yet? 182 00:10:29,675 --> 00:10:31,427 Nobody got one. 183 00:10:35,431 --> 00:10:38,104 Around here, bad behaviour comes back to haunt you. 184 00:10:38,308 --> 00:10:40,378 Dr Wen, I want to take this opportunity 185 00:10:40,561 --> 00:10:45,077 to once again apologise to you and the entire Asian community. 186 00:10:45,357 --> 00:10:48,155 I'll pass it on at the next big meeting. 187 00:10:48,360 --> 00:10:49,634 You know, Christopher, 188 00:10:49,778 --> 00:10:54,056 surgeons don't have to be shallow, rank-obsessed clichés. 189 00:10:54,324 --> 00:10:56,633 So who's the best surgical intern? 190 00:10:56,827 --> 00:11:01,696 Is it Bonnie? Is it me? Come on, I just, I gotta know. 191 00:11:01,999 --> 00:11:06,948 The periampullary carcinoma patient had a failed stenting of the bile duct. 192 00:11:07,254 --> 00:11:10,883 I wanna prep him for a pylorus sparing pancreaticoduodenectomy. 193 00:11:11,133 --> 00:11:12,646 Thanks. 194 00:11:12,801 --> 00:11:16,589 Wassup, T-Man! Show the Todd some love. 195 00:11:21,143 --> 00:11:23,338 Ben seemed pretty down after you left, 196 00:11:23,520 --> 00:11:25,750 so I could cover and you could hang out. 197 00:11:25,939 --> 00:11:27,930 You're a lamb, but you don't have to. 198 00:11:28,108 --> 00:11:30,383 - I don't mind. It's... - Newbie, stop. 199 00:11:30,569 --> 00:11:34,403 It's funny how people handle bad news in different ways. 200 00:11:37,076 --> 00:11:39,909 Some people have a visceral reaction. 201 00:11:42,706 --> 00:11:45,618 Time to get my soapy-soap on. 202 00:11:45,834 --> 00:11:47,506 Some people go into denial. 203 00:11:47,670 --> 00:11:49,183 No way. 204 00:11:49,338 --> 00:11:51,090 And others... 205 00:11:51,256 --> 00:11:54,692 What chance do you give a guy with Ben's blast percentage? Huh? 206 00:11:54,927 --> 00:11:57,122 Twenty percent? Thirty...maybe? 207 00:11:57,304 --> 00:11:59,738 You see, I can't handle that. I cannot. 208 00:12:01,141 --> 00:12:03,814 So, no thank you there, Johnny. 209 00:12:05,521 --> 00:12:08,991 Others just walk away. 210 00:12:12,986 --> 00:12:14,738 Chemotherapy looks harmless, 211 00:12:14,905 --> 00:12:17,499 but it's poison pumped directly into your veins. 212 00:12:17,700 --> 00:12:20,134 Every time I got sick when I was a little kid, 213 00:12:20,327 --> 00:12:23,319 - Mom would get me a Tonka truck. - Yeah, so? 214 00:12:23,539 --> 00:12:25,575 So where's my Tonka truck? 215 00:12:29,003 --> 00:12:32,120 - Score. - The earth-mover. Can I see? 216 00:12:32,339 --> 00:12:36,332 Ah, see it with your eyes, man, not with your hands. See? 217 00:12:36,593 --> 00:12:38,982 I can't believe Perry bailed on you. Typical. 218 00:12:39,179 --> 00:12:41,898 He's always out the door if things get too real. 219 00:12:43,308 --> 00:12:45,026 This is the true story. 220 00:12:45,185 --> 00:12:47,141 True story! 221 00:12:47,312 --> 00:12:50,429 Of four people, forced to hang out in a hospital. 222 00:12:50,649 --> 00:12:53,561 To find out what happens when people stop being polite... 223 00:12:53,777 --> 00:12:56,337 And start being real. 224 00:12:59,658 --> 00:13:03,446 - He didn't bail. - If he did, he's a total wuss. 225 00:13:12,254 --> 00:13:15,052 You said you were giving evaluations to all the interns. 226 00:13:15,257 --> 00:13:17,054 Well, not all at once, sweetheart. 227 00:13:17,217 --> 00:13:20,368 With your way there'd be no accountability. No back and forth. 228 00:13:20,596 --> 00:13:23,872 You wouldn't have to explain to me why, let's see... 229 00:13:24,099 --> 00:13:25,930 ...''I'm most likely frustrated 230 00:13:26,101 --> 00:13:29,491 because I haven't gotten any since the Bay of Pigs.'' 231 00:13:29,730 --> 00:13:32,608 Oh, sir, I'm so sorry. 232 00:13:32,816 --> 00:13:34,613 Are we cool? 233 00:13:34,777 --> 00:13:37,655 What could have possessed you to write such filth? 234 00:13:37,863 --> 00:13:39,774 I need to tell you something... 235 00:13:39,948 --> 00:13:43,577 No, that's OK, Carla, I'm gonna take care of that patient. 236 00:13:44,787 --> 00:13:48,143 Dr Kelso, I did it because I didn't think that you'd know it was me 237 00:13:48,374 --> 00:13:50,490 and I thought that it would be funny. 238 00:13:50,668 --> 00:13:52,579 Let's take a walk. 239 00:13:52,753 --> 00:13:57,827 I'd like to tell you a few things that I think are funny. 240 00:14:02,221 --> 00:14:05,531 Oh, come on, how could this guy be the best? 241 00:14:05,766 --> 00:14:08,280 You want to know the difference between you? 242 00:14:08,477 --> 00:14:11,753 When you're working I can always see your wheels turning. 243 00:14:11,980 --> 00:14:14,653 You're thinking about what to do next, what could go wrong. 244 00:14:14,858 --> 00:14:16,086 You're not in the moment. 245 00:14:16,235 --> 00:14:21,229 And as much as it pains me to say this, the Todd is. 246 00:14:21,532 --> 00:14:24,649 Please. Just because I'm thorough 247 00:14:24,868 --> 00:14:26,984 and want to keep two Kelly clamps on 248 00:14:27,162 --> 00:14:29,835 in case the appendiceal artery is inadvertently incised 249 00:14:30,040 --> 00:14:35,273 so I can gain immediate haemostatic control doesn't mean I think too much. 250 00:14:35,587 --> 00:14:37,498 Shiny scalpel 251 00:14:37,673 --> 00:14:41,143 Dum de de dum, de de dum De de dum, gonna slice him up 252 00:14:43,178 --> 00:14:45,646 - You're afraid of escalators. - That's not uncommon. 253 00:14:45,848 --> 00:14:47,839 You like feel of cashmere on your skin. 254 00:14:48,017 --> 00:14:51,009 - How are you doing this? - That's right, you run away! 255 00:14:51,228 --> 00:14:53,742 Run away from the truth! 256 00:14:53,939 --> 00:14:56,737 Look, Dr Cox, I've been doing a lot of thinking, 257 00:14:56,942 --> 00:15:01,458 and I think the only reason you're not down at that hospital right now 258 00:15:01,739 --> 00:15:03,730 is that you're afraid. 259 00:15:03,907 --> 00:15:07,900 I think you're right. I do. 260 00:15:08,162 --> 00:15:12,280 That's partly because you've really gotten to know me this year, 261 00:15:12,541 --> 00:15:16,295 but mostly it's because, well... 262 00:15:16,545 --> 00:15:18,820 ...I told you that I was afraid earlier. 263 00:15:19,006 --> 00:15:21,759 Don't tell me you've come here to reiterate things 264 00:15:21,967 --> 00:15:25,084 I've already said, because I know the things that I've said. 265 00:15:25,304 --> 00:15:29,183 In fact, I'm the one who said them. 266 00:15:29,433 --> 00:15:32,266 You've got to get back in the game, Coxie. 267 00:15:32,478 --> 00:15:35,515 ''Coxie'' was a mistake. Pretend I didn't say Coxie. 268 00:15:35,731 --> 00:15:37,084 Get out. 269 00:15:37,232 --> 00:15:40,827 Look, I... It boggles my mind that you would just bail on a patient. 270 00:15:41,070 --> 00:15:43,345 A patient is a stranger in a bed 271 00:15:43,530 --> 00:15:46,169 that you can distance yourself from when you need to. 272 00:15:46,367 --> 00:15:50,076 Ben is my friend. 273 00:15:50,329 --> 00:15:53,287 I'm gonna try to visit him over the next couple of weeks, 274 00:15:53,499 --> 00:15:57,856 but if I can't, then that'll be very sad for me, 275 00:15:58,128 --> 00:16:02,679 but really, it'll just mean that I'm human. 276 00:16:02,966 --> 00:16:06,038 Oh, and newbie, 277 00:16:06,261 --> 00:16:10,220 please don't think that you've come here because Ben needs me. 278 00:16:10,474 --> 00:16:12,271 You're here because you're scared 279 00:16:12,434 --> 00:16:15,585 that you might have to rely on yourself for the first time. 280 00:16:15,813 --> 00:16:17,405 And that... 281 00:16:17,564 --> 00:16:22,433 That is just the saddest thing of all. 282 00:16:28,450 --> 00:16:32,728 I think one of the most universal human experiences is feeling alone. 283 00:16:32,996 --> 00:16:35,669 You'd never know, but there's tons of people 284 00:16:35,874 --> 00:16:38,832 feeling the exact same way. 285 00:16:39,044 --> 00:16:42,559 Maybe because you're feeling completely abandoned. 286 00:16:42,798 --> 00:16:47,428 Maybe you realised that you aren't as self-sufficient as you thought. 287 00:16:47,720 --> 00:16:50,951 Maybe you know you should've handled something differently. 288 00:16:51,181 --> 00:16:53,854 Or maybe you aren't as good as you thought you were. 289 00:16:54,059 --> 00:16:56,778 Either way, when you hit that low point, you have a choice. 290 00:16:56,979 --> 00:17:01,450 You can either wallow in self-pity or you can suck it up. 291 00:17:02,901 --> 00:17:05,176 It's your call. 292 00:17:07,031 --> 00:17:10,387 You know what, Dr Wen? I don't care if I'm not the best right now, 293 00:17:10,617 --> 00:17:12,972 because I'm all about the upside, and one day, 294 00:17:13,162 --> 00:17:16,154 I'm going to own this place. That's right. All of this here, 295 00:17:16,373 --> 00:17:17,852 all of this right here 296 00:17:18,000 --> 00:17:19,672 is gonna be the Chris Turk Wing. 297 00:17:25,549 --> 00:17:31,897 Dr Kelso, I wrote that evaluation. It was me. Elliot didn't write a word. 298 00:17:32,264 --> 00:17:35,301 But I would've written every word if I'd had the courage... 299 00:17:35,517 --> 00:17:38,589 ...and the other-side-of-the-tracks upbringing Carla did. 300 00:17:38,812 --> 00:17:41,610 - You want to know what I think of you? - You tell him. 301 00:17:46,278 --> 00:17:47,677 You're mean. 302 00:17:47,821 --> 00:17:52,576 As for me, I decided that if Dr Cox couldn't do it, 303 00:17:52,868 --> 00:17:55,462 well then, I would have to be the one there for Ben. 304 00:18:26,944 --> 00:18:29,777 - Oh, thank God. - Goodbye, newbie. 305 00:18:29,988 --> 00:18:34,743 So, you know, what's up? 306 00:18:35,035 --> 00:18:38,027 You know, this and that. Hey, I met someone. 307 00:18:38,247 --> 00:18:39,885 - Really? - Yeah. 308 00:18:40,040 --> 00:18:43,396 But she took a stool sample so I think she works here. 309 00:18:43,627 --> 00:18:47,461 Redhead? Tall? 310 00:18:47,715 --> 00:18:51,185 - Not on the staff, no. - No? 311 00:18:51,427 --> 00:18:53,258 What a strange young lady. 312 00:18:53,429 --> 00:18:55,147 Are we just gonna sit around here 313 00:18:55,305 --> 00:18:58,502 and make jokes the rest of the day? Is that the drill? 314 00:18:58,726 --> 00:19:03,880 Listen, if it makes you uncomfortable, then you can just bolt again. 315 00:19:04,189 --> 00:19:07,181 I think it's only fair you hear my end of the story there. 316 00:19:07,401 --> 00:19:09,551 All right, fine. 317 00:19:16,577 --> 00:19:19,171 Aw, man, I love you, 318 00:19:19,371 --> 00:19:22,363 but you're a complete wuss. 319 00:19:22,583 --> 00:19:25,620 I guess I got a little scared. 320 00:19:25,836 --> 00:19:28,225 Well, let me know if there's anything I can do 321 00:19:28,422 --> 00:19:30,617 to help you through this rough patch. 322 00:19:30,799 --> 00:19:33,757 Give me a break. I'm not good at this stuff. You know that. 323 00:19:33,969 --> 00:19:36,927 - It's OK. - I don't like the big conversations. 324 00:19:37,139 --> 00:19:38,857 It's cool. 325 00:19:44,813 --> 00:19:47,122 I've been thinking about death a lot lately. 326 00:19:47,316 --> 00:19:50,274 Oh, you gotta be kidding me. 327 00:19:50,486 --> 00:19:53,444 You think it's like New York, you know... 328 00:19:53,655 --> 00:19:56,806 To most people it might have seemed like nothing had changed. 329 00:19:57,910 --> 00:19:59,821 Well, Dr Murphy? 330 00:20:05,292 --> 00:20:08,204 - But it had a little. - Go on. 331 00:20:08,420 --> 00:20:10,980 Could it be lupus? 332 00:20:12,883 --> 00:20:14,760 Good job, sport. 333 00:20:27,981 --> 00:20:32,577 As for Ben, he actually responded to the chemo and went into remission. 334 00:20:32,861 --> 00:20:35,659 Hopefully he won't be back, but who knows? 335 00:20:35,864 --> 00:20:38,617 Still, that's not what this story's about. 336 00:20:38,826 --> 00:20:41,624 It's about the day I realised that admitting we're not heroic 337 00:20:41,829 --> 00:20:44,297 is when we're the most heroic of all. 338 00:20:58,345 --> 00:21:00,939 I guess he'll always... 339 00:21:01,140 --> 00:21:04,530 ...be a hero to me. 340 00:21:24,371 --> 00:21:27,283 ''Always be a hero to me.'' 341 00:21:27,499 --> 00:21:29,251 What a girl! 342 00:21:29,418 --> 00:21:31,010 What else we got? 343 00:21:32,671 --> 00:21:34,946 Theatre camp. 344 00:21:35,132 --> 00:21:37,009 Bingo. 345 00:21:40,000 --> 00:21:45,000 < French TeAm > www.V2.Frigorifix.com 346 00:21:46,305 --> 00:22:46,860 Watch Movies, TV Series and Live Sports Signup Here -> WWW.ADMITME.APP