1 00:00:03,503 --> 00:00:07,200 Todd, what are you doing? Waiting for my moment. 2 00:00:07,273 --> 00:00:10,333 OK, moving on. It was time for my new daily ritual: 3 00:00:10,410 --> 00:00:12,469 Asking Dr. Cox to lunch. 4 00:00:12,545 --> 00:00:16,379 What are you doing for lunch? Not having it with you, Paula. 5 00:00:16,449 --> 00:00:18,144 Oh. Good luck eating. 6 00:00:18,218 --> 00:00:20,982 This is every spoon from the cafeteria. 7 00:00:21,054 --> 00:00:22,021 And guess what? 8 00:00:22,122 --> 00:00:25,057 Today just happens to be soup and frozen yogurt day. 9 00:00:25,125 --> 00:00:27,753 I'm gonna have tomato and strawberry. 10 00:00:27,827 --> 00:00:30,261 Lunch for us? Not going to happen. 11 00:00:30,330 --> 00:00:33,857 Normally, I'd say something harsh now like, "We're not friends," 12 00:00:33,933 --> 00:00:36,959 but you'll grin that stupid grin and shake your head, 13 00:00:37,037 --> 00:00:39,528 like, "How could that possibly be true?" 14 00:00:39,606 --> 00:00:41,574 Because it's ludicrous. 15 00:00:41,674 --> 00:00:44,040 Just give me a spoon, will you please? 16 00:00:44,110 --> 00:00:47,079 Oh, for goodness sake. You've called my bluff. 17 00:00:47,180 --> 00:00:51,048 Today isn't soup and yogurt day. It's actually salad and smoothie day. 18 00:00:51,117 --> 00:00:53,483 I'm still having tomato and strawberry. 19 00:00:53,553 --> 00:00:55,646 I'm having a weird pregnancy craving. 20 00:00:55,722 --> 00:00:59,681 Hey, J.D., if you go out, would you get me a hot Italian sausage? 21 00:00:59,793 --> 00:01:02,728 I got a hot Italian sausage for you right here. 22 00:01:03,196 --> 00:01:06,962 People think I luck into these situations, but it's really hard work. 23 00:01:07,033 --> 00:01:09,297 You know what else is hard? I should go. 24 00:01:09,369 --> 00:01:11,428 I think I may vomit. 25 00:01:12,439 --> 00:01:16,466 Some doctors like to change into their streets for lunch. Not me. 26 00:01:16,543 --> 00:01:19,171 I like how the world reacts to me as a doctor. 27 00:01:19,245 --> 00:01:22,737 Whether it's a friendly greeting from the world's slowest bagger. 28 00:01:22,816 --> 00:01:25,478 Hey there, Dr. Dorian. Lookin' good, pal. 29 00:01:25,552 --> 00:01:28,112 Eggs on top. All right? Eggs on top. 30 00:01:28,221 --> 00:01:31,190 Or a smile from the manager of the herbal section. 31 00:01:31,291 --> 00:01:33,816 Hey, Rebecca. You got that Echinacea for me? 32 00:01:33,893 --> 00:01:36,384 Just kidding. I think all this stuff is voodoo. 33 00:01:36,463 --> 00:01:38,158 Good to see you. Hey! 34 00:01:38,231 --> 00:01:41,564 Looks like somebody else is sick of that cafeteria stuff, huh? 35 00:01:41,634 --> 00:01:43,966 Oh, no. What the hell? Did you follow me here? 36 00:01:44,037 --> 00:01:46,403 A friend dropped me off. 37 00:01:50,110 --> 00:01:52,738 Eagle! 38 00:01:54,180 --> 00:01:57,206 Hey, wanna go splitsies on some deli counter meatloaf? 39 00:01:57,283 --> 00:02:00,309 I can't finish a whole serving. I can, but I don't like to. 40 00:02:00,386 --> 00:02:04,345 It all goes right here. Could this be any more of a nightmare? 41 00:02:04,457 --> 00:02:05,424 Guys! 42 00:02:05,525 --> 00:02:07,823 Yes, it could be more of a nightmare. 43 00:02:07,894 --> 00:02:11,625 Jill Tracy was a former patient who had once tried to kill herself. 44 00:02:11,698 --> 00:02:12,960 Sad, yes, 45 00:02:13,032 --> 00:02:17,196 but this did not change the fact that she was unbelievably annoying. 46 00:02:17,303 --> 00:02:19,464 Oh, my God, what are you doing here? 47 00:02:19,572 --> 00:02:22,405 I was meeting a guy for a date. I know you're thinking. 48 00:02:22,475 --> 00:02:25,740 A Tuesday lunch date at the market, he is so not into her. 49 00:02:25,812 --> 00:02:27,746 Well, guess what? He's not. 50 00:02:28,648 --> 00:02:30,616 I've been waiting for, like, an hour 51 00:02:30,683 --> 00:02:34,244 thinking how many more guys from my yoga class can totally reject me 52 00:02:34,354 --> 00:02:36,481 without me saying, "Enough!" You know? 53 00:02:36,556 --> 00:02:38,922 Yogurt pretzels? Yum. These are addictive. 54 00:02:39,025 --> 00:02:41,459 I'll have one anyway. Wanna grab some lunch? 55 00:02:41,528 --> 00:02:44,622 We have to get back to the hospital. Bummer. 56 00:02:44,697 --> 00:02:46,392 Trail mix? 57 00:02:46,466 --> 00:02:49,026 I won't. Awesome! Awesome! 58 00:02:49,102 --> 00:02:51,263 You know what, Newbie? Stay. Have lunch. 59 00:02:51,337 --> 00:02:52,463 60 00:02:52,539 --> 00:02:55,474 Those emergencies. I should go too. How are things? 61 00:02:58,344 --> 00:03:00,835 You know that's stealing. Come on, Rebecca, 62 00:03:00,914 --> 00:03:03,178 everybody's doing it. 63 00:03:05,084 --> 00:03:07,416 I won't tell anyone if you don't. 64 00:03:08,154 --> 00:03:09,883 Security! Security? 65 00:03:09,956 --> 00:03:11,048 We've got a grazer. 66 00:03:11,124 --> 00:03:13,388 I don't think there's a security force... 67 00:03:13,459 --> 00:03:14,892 OK. Hey, fellas. 68 00:03:14,961 --> 00:03:17,794 Wherever you're taking him, take me too. No, you go ahead. 69 00:03:17,864 --> 00:03:20,833 Where's the shaving cream? Is that aisle two still? 70 00:03:20,934 --> 00:03:24,392 # I can't do this all on my own 71 00:03:24,470 --> 00:03:27,496 # No, I know I'm no Superman 72 00:03:31,177 --> 00:03:32,906 # I'm no Superman # 73 00:03:36,149 --> 00:03:38,879 Today was a busy day at Sacred Heart. 74 00:03:38,952 --> 00:03:42,285 We had three separate patients waiting for transplants. 75 00:03:42,355 --> 00:03:44,880 We were doing everything we could to keep them alive 76 00:03:44,958 --> 00:03:46,482 while we could locate donors. 77 00:03:46,559 --> 00:03:50,325 There was Mrs. Sykes, who needed a new liver. 78 00:03:50,430 --> 00:03:53,593 There was Mr. Dennison, who needed a new heart valve. 79 00:03:53,666 --> 00:03:57,762 And then there was Dr. Cox's guy, Dave Bradford. 80 00:03:58,371 --> 00:04:01,397 Davey Boy, I promise you, we're gonna find you a kidney. 81 00:04:01,474 --> 00:04:03,601 I would swear on my father's grave, 82 00:04:03,676 --> 00:04:07,043 but whenever I go there I end up dancing on it. 83 00:04:07,146 --> 00:04:09,876 And so begins another round of "Who Had the Worse Dad?" 84 00:04:09,949 --> 00:04:12,417 One of pop's nicknames for me was Sparky. 85 00:04:12,485 --> 00:04:14,715 He liked to light matches off my neck. 86 00:04:14,787 --> 00:04:18,883 We've been over this. You win on account of your father's not dead yet. 87 00:04:18,958 --> 00:04:21,893 Most stress with so many people clinging to life. 88 00:04:21,961 --> 00:04:23,326 Dr. Cox vibed on it. 89 00:04:23,429 --> 00:04:26,523 As I lie in bed each morning and ask myself 90 00:04:26,599 --> 00:04:29,898 why I should put both my feet on the floor, 91 00:04:29,969 --> 00:04:33,132 there are precious few reasons that I've ever come up with. 92 00:04:33,206 --> 00:04:36,471 The chance to escape Jordan's morning breath, sure. 93 00:04:36,542 --> 00:04:38,567 Scotch. It's too early to drink it, yes, 94 00:04:38,645 --> 00:04:40,875 but it is never too early to think about. 95 00:04:40,947 --> 00:04:43,814 And, of course, the everpresent possibility 96 00:04:43,883 --> 00:04:46,374 that I might finally happen upon Hugh Jackman 97 00:04:46,452 --> 00:04:49,148 and give him the present I've been holding for him. 98 00:04:49,222 --> 00:04:50,189 Bam! 99 00:04:50,623 --> 00:04:54,753 Still, the most persuasive argument I've ever been able to come up with 100 00:04:54,827 --> 00:04:59,560 is that I get to come to this hospital every day and help keep people alive. 101 00:04:59,632 --> 00:05:02,795 That's ironic, four people died while you were talking. 102 00:05:02,902 --> 00:05:05,462 We need to keep them going until we can find donors. 103 00:05:05,571 --> 00:05:09,200 Barbie, check on Mrs. Sykes's ammonia level. She's encephalopathic. 104 00:05:09,275 --> 00:05:12,642 Gandhi, review Dennison's chart and get me a consent. 105 00:05:12,745 --> 00:05:15,805 Bobbo, get on the horn to your cronies at local hospitals 106 00:05:15,882 --> 00:05:17,247 and get me a donor update. 107 00:05:17,317 --> 00:05:19,877 Fine. Some of the boys are coming over tonight. 108 00:05:19,986 --> 00:05:24,150 I'll bring it up to Morrison while he sets up the projector for stag flicks. 109 00:05:24,223 --> 00:05:27,283 Don't need the visual of old men with erections. 110 00:05:27,360 --> 00:05:29,260 And now it's in my head forever. 111 00:05:29,329 --> 00:05:33,425 Sorry. Go step up Davey Bradford's dialysis to take your mind off of it. 112 00:05:33,499 --> 00:05:37,265 Newbie, feel like a sandwich? I do feel like a sandwich. 113 00:05:37,370 --> 00:05:41,033 You feel more like a pastry. A very doughy pastry. 114 00:05:41,107 --> 00:05:45,339 I don't feel good about that. Way too easy. 115 00:05:51,050 --> 00:05:53,610 I had one objective in my trip to the store. 116 00:05:53,686 --> 00:05:57,452 Pick up everyone's lunch and get out of Dodge. 117 00:05:59,125 --> 00:06:02,993 118 00:06:10,069 --> 00:06:11,331 Whoa! 119 00:06:12,238 --> 00:06:15,674 J.D.? Hey, Jill. 120 00:06:17,243 --> 00:06:19,973 How weird is it that we were both here two days in a row? 121 00:06:20,046 --> 00:06:23,607 I thought there was a 15% chance the guy who blew me off yesterday 122 00:06:23,683 --> 00:06:26,379 got his days wrong and would be waiting with roses. 123 00:06:26,452 --> 00:06:29,285 Is that sad? It's not, not sad. 124 00:06:29,355 --> 00:06:32,188 I have the day free. My shrink couldn't make our appointment. 125 00:06:32,258 --> 00:06:36,126 He found his wife in bed with his second wife and downed an entire bottle 126 00:06:36,195 --> 00:06:39,221 of his bulimic daughter's Prozac. He's back in the hospital. 127 00:06:39,298 --> 00:06:43,564 That's an awesome story, Jill. It's true. 128 00:06:47,240 --> 00:06:51,074 Hey. What did you do last night? Turk made me watch Anaconda. 129 00:06:51,144 --> 00:06:53,476 Is that the one with the giant snake? No. 130 00:06:53,546 --> 00:06:55,980 This is the one with the giant snake. 131 00:06:56,516 --> 00:06:59,212 I was back here for 45 minutes waiting for a setup. 132 00:06:59,285 --> 00:07:01,753 My back is killing me. But I nailed it. 133 00:07:01,821 --> 00:07:03,288 It's about commitment. 134 00:07:03,356 --> 00:07:06,519 Hey. How could your intern, Lisa, sleep with him? 135 00:07:06,592 --> 00:07:08,856 She's a tramp with no morals. 136 00:07:08,928 --> 00:07:11,488 I never slept with the Todd. 137 00:07:11,564 --> 00:07:14,089 Lisa is sweet and people don't give her a chance. 138 00:07:14,167 --> 00:07:17,227 I wonder who else Todd lied about sleeping with? 139 00:07:17,670 --> 00:07:21,003 I didn't sleep with him. God, no. 140 00:07:21,808 --> 00:07:24,936 Are you kidding me? Todd? 141 00:07:25,011 --> 00:07:28,777 Is he the big black security guard with the hook hand? 142 00:07:28,848 --> 00:07:30,975 No. Then no. 143 00:07:31,617 --> 00:07:34,586 Am I ever getting out? We haven't found you a kidney yet, 144 00:07:34,687 --> 00:07:36,552 but I have some ideas. 145 00:07:42,028 --> 00:07:44,258 Yeah, this will do. 146 00:07:44,664 --> 00:07:46,427 Ah, what the hell. 147 00:07:50,703 --> 00:07:52,261 I can live with one kidney. 148 00:07:52,338 --> 00:07:56,104 'Cause we'll probably just... go 'head and sell this one. 149 00:08:02,448 --> 00:08:04,473 Stay away from my organs. 150 00:08:08,087 --> 00:08:10,021 What are you doing? Having lunch. 151 00:08:10,089 --> 00:08:13,024 Cafeteria stinks and I can't go to the grocery store 152 00:08:13,092 --> 00:08:15,560 because crazy Jill Tracy lives there. 153 00:08:15,628 --> 00:08:18,062 Every time I try and shop she follows me around 154 00:08:18,130 --> 00:08:20,963 like I'm her only friend in the world. It's pathetic. 155 00:08:21,033 --> 00:08:24,400 Well, I'm gonna go talk to Carla. I'll come, too. 156 00:08:24,470 --> 00:08:26,028 I figured. 157 00:08:26,105 --> 00:08:29,666 Hey, why do you think Todd lies about hooking up with all those women? 158 00:08:29,742 --> 00:08:31,607 Maybe he's just overcompensating. 159 00:08:31,677 --> 00:08:35,135 My brother used to brag about girls dated right before he quit baseball 160 00:08:35,214 --> 00:08:37,774 and started dancing for Japanese businessmen. 161 00:08:37,884 --> 00:08:39,112 Todd's not gay. 162 00:08:39,185 --> 00:08:42,313 Turk, he has leather jeans in three different colors. 163 00:08:42,388 --> 00:08:44,322 Barry danced in leather jeans. 164 00:08:44,390 --> 00:08:47,655 He'd come home and they'd be stuffed with yen. 165 00:08:47,727 --> 00:08:50,218 I'll tell you when I first suspected he was gay. 166 00:08:50,296 --> 00:08:52,526 It was very subtle, but... 167 00:08:56,302 --> 00:08:59,635 Oh, yeah, Dale, this is totally gonna bring out your pecs. 168 00:08:59,705 --> 00:09:02,868 Plus I'm using olive oil so I can lick it off later. 169 00:09:02,975 --> 00:09:05,136 Make 'em dance! Oh, they're dancin'! 170 00:09:05,211 --> 00:09:09,477 Somebody's makin' them dance! Whooeee. Whee! 171 00:09:10,883 --> 00:09:14,842 Tell them that never happened! It happened. I was there. 172 00:09:23,362 --> 00:09:26,820 I think I just got the moveon signal from a hook. 173 00:09:26,899 --> 00:09:29,561 Mmhmm. Anyway, give me the update here. 174 00:09:29,635 --> 00:09:33,093 Bradford's electrolyte and fluid balance are stable. 175 00:09:33,172 --> 00:09:36,903 Mr. Dennison isn't looking so good. He's on max inotropes and in failure. 176 00:09:36,976 --> 00:09:40,434 Sykes is encephalopathic. Ammonium level is through the roof. 177 00:09:40,513 --> 00:09:44,005 She's circling the drain. Let's try to keep these people alive. 178 00:09:44,083 --> 00:09:45,641 What do you say? 179 00:09:48,387 --> 00:09:51,151 Dr. Dorian, can you help me? 180 00:09:51,223 --> 00:09:52,190 Sure. What's wrong? 181 00:09:52,291 --> 00:09:56,022 She was admitted a short time ago and hasn't regained consciousness. 182 00:09:56,095 --> 00:09:58,461 Tox screen's positive for cocaine. 183 00:10:03,669 --> 00:10:05,637 Do you think she could have O.D.'d? 184 00:10:05,705 --> 00:10:08,936 She had been stood up on a couple of dates. 185 00:10:09,008 --> 00:10:14,173 And she hadn't seen her shrink in a while. 186 00:10:14,246 --> 00:10:16,407 She was definitely depressed. 187 00:10:16,482 --> 00:10:20,509 How do you know all that? She told me. 188 00:10:21,587 --> 00:10:23,748 In hospitals, there are certain rules. 189 00:10:23,856 --> 00:10:26,017 With surgeons, if the overcompensating, 190 00:10:26,125 --> 00:10:28,992 pumpedup, shaveddown doctor seems gay... 191 00:10:29,061 --> 00:10:32,224 So, man, you trying a new workout? No. Why? 192 00:10:33,532 --> 00:10:35,830 Oh, he's glistening. 193 00:10:35,901 --> 00:10:38,335 ... he's probably gay. 194 00:10:38,404 --> 00:10:41,931 And with organ transplants, if there's good news for one doctor... 195 00:10:42,008 --> 00:10:45,341 People, I've got our organs. 196 00:10:45,978 --> 00:10:49,141 It probably means bad news for another. 197 00:10:51,617 --> 00:10:53,676 You can use her organs. 198 00:10:55,321 --> 00:10:56,948 Thank you. 199 00:10:57,023 --> 00:10:58,684 Just tell me this, 200 00:10:58,758 --> 00:11:02,125 is there anything anyone could have done? 201 00:11:05,865 --> 00:11:07,298 No. 202 00:11:10,002 --> 00:11:12,061 Unless you mean me. 203 00:11:18,844 --> 00:11:22,405 It's amazing how quickly people improve once they get a new organ. 204 00:11:22,481 --> 00:11:24,813 Whether it's Mrs. Sykes with her new liver. 205 00:11:26,819 --> 00:11:29,947 Mr. Dennison with his new heart valve. 206 00:11:31,123 --> 00:11:32,283 Or Dave. 207 00:11:32,391 --> 00:11:34,859 How's that new kidney feel, huh? 208 00:11:36,462 --> 00:11:38,828 A little loose, but I'll get used to it. 209 00:11:38,898 --> 00:11:40,661 Yeah, you will. 210 00:11:40,766 --> 00:11:42,393 Thanks for everything, man. 211 00:11:42,468 --> 00:11:43,901 Don't sweat it. 212 00:11:45,671 --> 00:11:47,730 All right, gather around. Here we go. 213 00:11:47,807 --> 00:11:51,937 Now, I'm sure we all recognize just how rare it is to get a win like this. 214 00:11:52,011 --> 00:11:55,344 But as we are surrounded by patients who are clinging to life, 215 00:11:55,414 --> 00:11:59,316 I'm going to give kudos in whisper form. 216 00:11:59,385 --> 00:12:03,014 Since I'm an egomaniac, first props come to me. 217 00:12:03,089 --> 00:12:06,217 Let me hear it, people. You are some kind of super hero. 218 00:12:06,292 --> 00:12:07,452 You're a god. 219 00:12:07,526 --> 00:12:10,256 You're a beautiful healer. 220 00:12:10,329 --> 00:12:12,889 This was not a complete and total solo effort. 221 00:12:12,965 --> 00:12:16,731 It was an extraordinary job done by each and every one of you. 222 00:12:16,836 --> 00:12:19,498 I can't hear a word he's saying. Be older, Bob. 223 00:12:19,572 --> 00:12:22,598 Just because I can't hear your sillyass whispering 224 00:12:22,675 --> 00:12:23,903 doesn't mean I'm old. 225 00:12:23,976 --> 00:12:27,207 I'm going to my office and tinker with my new computer. 226 00:12:27,279 --> 00:12:29,907 What kind is it? It's about 3:30. 227 00:12:31,817 --> 00:12:35,913 I heard what he said, people, but damn, that joke's a classic. 228 00:12:36,956 --> 00:12:40,119 And why are you not giddy with praise like those people? 229 00:12:40,192 --> 00:12:43,355 Don't you know I dole out compliments, at most, once a year? 230 00:12:43,429 --> 00:12:47,297 And like a squirrel, you must gather up these acorns of kind words 231 00:12:47,366 --> 00:12:50,858 to sustain you for the upcoming cold, sarcastic months. 232 00:12:50,936 --> 00:12:54,269 Any idiot could have seen that Jill was in trouble. 233 00:12:54,807 --> 00:12:56,707 I'm supposed to be a doctor. 234 00:12:57,476 --> 00:12:59,341 I'm the reason she's dead. 235 00:12:59,411 --> 00:13:01,902 Then he said the words I never expected to hear. 236 00:13:01,981 --> 00:13:04,347 Why don't you and I go grab some lunch? 237 00:13:04,416 --> 00:13:07,442 That'd be good. Come on. 238 00:13:14,693 --> 00:13:16,923 Oh, my God. He looks so sad. 239 00:13:16,996 --> 00:13:19,464 I just want to hold him like a big gay baby. 240 00:13:19,965 --> 00:13:23,128 This is incredible. An hour ago you guys hated him. 241 00:13:23,202 --> 00:13:25,636 An hour ago he wasn't our new gay best friend. 242 00:13:25,704 --> 00:13:29,196 Leave the Todd alone, OK? Because every time you two meddle, 243 00:13:29,275 --> 00:13:30,970 you know who suffers? Me. 244 00:13:31,210 --> 00:13:34,111 Remember when the Janitor took that chiropractic class 245 00:13:34,180 --> 00:13:36,080 and you guys wanted to encourage him? 246 00:13:37,249 --> 00:13:40,412 Guys, I'm really not comfortable with this. 247 00:13:40,486 --> 00:13:43,922 You'll be fine. I've done this on four mop heads. All right? 248 00:13:43,989 --> 00:13:45,854 I haven't had a complaint yet. 249 00:13:45,925 --> 00:13:49,053 OK. On three. 250 00:13:49,128 --> 00:13:51,494 One... two... 251 00:13:51,564 --> 00:13:53,191 252 00:13:53,265 --> 00:13:55,324 Better? Yes? 253 00:13:55,401 --> 00:13:58,529 254 00:14:01,807 --> 00:14:03,775 You're fine. We're doing this. 255 00:14:03,843 --> 00:14:05,936 Does this sound fine to you? 256 00:14:06,011 --> 00:14:07,171 257 00:14:07,279 --> 00:14:09,839 I can fix that, buddy. On the count of three. 258 00:14:09,915 --> 00:14:11,610 One, two... 259 00:14:11,684 --> 00:14:12,810 Oh! 260 00:14:12,885 --> 00:14:15,547 Yeah? No. 261 00:14:17,089 --> 00:14:18,818 You owe me $500. 262 00:14:22,661 --> 00:14:25,721 Excuse me? Could you spare a few minutes for AIDS Research? 263 00:14:25,798 --> 00:14:28,824 Yes, I can, but I'm not sure just how much we'll get done. 264 00:14:28,901 --> 00:14:30,266 I'll tell you what. 265 00:14:30,336 --> 00:14:34,705 We'll go over here and brainstorm while we wolf down these sandwiches. 266 00:14:34,807 --> 00:14:36,638 Newbie, come. 267 00:14:36,709 --> 00:14:39,007 Vintage Cox. 268 00:14:41,847 --> 00:14:44,748 Know what I was thinking while having lunch with Jill? 269 00:14:44,817 --> 00:14:47,513 What's that? God, this girl's annoying. 270 00:14:47,586 --> 00:14:51,078 I saw her in that supermarket, too, but I'm not torturing myself. 271 00:14:51,156 --> 00:14:53,386 Would you like to know why? Why? 272 00:14:53,459 --> 00:14:55,689 She didn't come to the hospital for help. 273 00:14:55,761 --> 00:14:58,127 We bumped into her out here in the world. 274 00:14:58,230 --> 00:14:59,788 Don't get me wrong. 275 00:14:59,899 --> 00:15:02,766 If a guy gets shot or if he has a heart attack 276 00:15:02,835 --> 00:15:07,135 and I am physically the closest doctor to him, 277 00:15:07,206 --> 00:15:08,935 I will intervene. 278 00:15:09,008 --> 00:15:11,340 Shy of that, you can't. I mean, you just can't. 279 00:15:11,410 --> 00:15:14,345 It's too much to ask yourself. OK. I hear you. 280 00:15:14,413 --> 00:15:17,382 No. You don't. 281 00:15:17,449 --> 00:15:21,476 Once you start blaming yourself for deaths that aren't your fault, 282 00:15:21,553 --> 00:15:24,681 my friend, that's a slippery slope you can't come back from. 283 00:15:24,757 --> 00:15:28,716 I've seen it ruin a lot of good doctors, and I will not let it happen to you. 284 00:15:28,827 --> 00:15:32,923 And because he said that, I knew it wouldn't. 285 00:15:38,971 --> 00:15:41,132 Game time. Go! 286 00:15:41,206 --> 00:15:42,366 Todd, do you have second? 287 00:15:42,441 --> 00:15:45,069 I'm on my way to the gym. That's what it's about. 288 00:15:45,144 --> 00:15:48,409 Whoa. Did something happen to the gym? Don't lie to me. 289 00:15:48,480 --> 00:15:50,812 We know about your... Situation. 290 00:15:50,883 --> 00:15:53,443 You are hiding from yourself. Stop hiding, Todd. 291 00:15:53,519 --> 00:15:56,283 We accept you. No matter who you love. 292 00:15:56,355 --> 00:15:57,913 The Todd's confused. 293 00:16:00,626 --> 00:16:03,186 ...our little baby. You were wrong. It went great. 294 00:16:03,295 --> 00:16:06,355 At first he was a little emotional, but by the end of it, 295 00:16:06,432 --> 00:16:09,663 he was saying how happy he was that he didn't have to live a lie. 296 00:16:09,735 --> 00:16:12,169 Then he Frenchbraided my hair and took it out 297 00:16:12,237 --> 00:16:15,604 'cause he said I could not pull it off. He is so honest. 298 00:16:15,708 --> 00:16:16,675 It was great. 299 00:16:16,775 --> 00:16:19,437 It was like he changed into a whole new person. 300 00:16:19,511 --> 00:16:24,039 God, how awesome is it gonna be not having that pig wandering the halls? 301 00:16:24,116 --> 00:16:25,777 Hey, Mickhead. 302 00:16:25,851 --> 00:16:28,684 Is that package for me? You know it is! 303 00:16:29,588 --> 00:16:31,818 You ladies must be so proud. 304 00:16:31,890 --> 00:16:34,723 Todd, what are you doing? I'm getting my gay on. 305 00:16:34,793 --> 00:16:38,126 Hey, buddy, you and I should totally have sex sometime. 306 00:16:38,197 --> 00:16:40,688 See? I knew this was going to come back to me. 307 00:16:40,766 --> 00:16:42,791 308 00:16:48,941 --> 00:16:51,205 What's going on? Everybody's failing. 309 00:16:51,276 --> 00:16:53,369 Mrs. Sykes is indicating neuropathy. 310 00:16:53,445 --> 00:16:56,608 My valve transplant patient is suffering partial seizures. 311 00:16:58,083 --> 00:17:00,608 How... how you feeling there, Dave? 312 00:17:00,686 --> 00:17:03,985 Pretty good, but my feet are a little numb. 313 00:17:05,024 --> 00:17:07,322 You hang tight, all right? OK. 314 00:17:07,393 --> 00:17:09,554 I don't get it. Doesn't make sense. 315 00:17:09,661 --> 00:17:13,188 Perry, the autopsy just came in on your donor Jill Tracy. 316 00:17:13,265 --> 00:17:15,096 She didn't die of an overdose. 317 00:17:15,167 --> 00:17:19,126 Just like that, whatever burden of responsibility I felt was lifted. 318 00:17:19,204 --> 00:17:22,537 But like I said before, good news for one person 319 00:17:22,608 --> 00:17:24,132 can be bad news for another. 320 00:17:24,209 --> 00:17:26,734 She died of rabies? 321 00:17:28,680 --> 00:17:31,615 OK, people, all of our transplant patients are infected. 322 00:17:31,683 --> 00:17:35,517 We know what we're dealing with here. Let's get involved. We can do this. 323 00:17:39,024 --> 00:17:42,084 Todd, you were impressive in surgery today. 324 00:17:42,161 --> 00:17:43,128 Thanks, man. 325 00:17:43,228 --> 00:17:46,789 You were impressive in the shower. You know, dongwise. 326 00:17:48,567 --> 00:17:50,091 Todd. What? 327 00:17:50,169 --> 00:17:51,136 Stop it. 328 00:17:51,236 --> 00:17:54,364 The point of coming to grips was to accept yourself 329 00:17:54,440 --> 00:17:55,771 and stop being that guy. 330 00:17:55,841 --> 00:17:57,138 I'm sorry. 331 00:17:57,209 --> 00:18:00,770 This whole change is just scaring me. I'm not sure who I am anymore. 332 00:18:00,879 --> 00:18:03,575 Come here. Get over here, sweetie. 333 00:18:03,649 --> 00:18:06,618 I know. Let it out. We're here for you. 334 00:18:06,718 --> 00:18:08,049 Whoa! 335 00:18:08,120 --> 00:18:10,554 What the hell are you doing? Motorboating. 336 00:18:11,056 --> 00:18:13,547 I really gotta thank you gals for outing me. 337 00:18:13,625 --> 00:18:15,786 Chicks dig gay dudes. 338 00:18:15,894 --> 00:18:16,986 Hey Lisa. 339 00:18:17,062 --> 00:18:19,223 I heard you lied and said we didn't do it. 340 00:18:19,331 --> 00:18:20,889 Admit it, we doinked. 341 00:18:20,999 --> 00:18:23,263 I was sad because my dad died. 342 00:18:23,335 --> 00:18:24,495 I wasn't. 343 00:18:24,570 --> 00:18:27,004 So this whole thing was an act? 344 00:18:27,072 --> 00:18:31,202 I cannot believe that I let you in that fitting room while I was trying on bras. 345 00:18:31,276 --> 00:18:34,211 Ew! That was a very special time for me. 346 00:18:34,279 --> 00:18:36,247 Unbelievable. 347 00:18:36,315 --> 00:18:37,748 He saw the girls. 348 00:18:37,816 --> 00:18:39,841 It's cool if you want to walk away, 349 00:18:39,918 --> 00:18:41,977 'cause I love to watch you go. 350 00:18:42,054 --> 00:18:44,386 Nothing wrong with those. 351 00:18:46,024 --> 00:18:49,391 Nothing wrong with that either. Or that. 352 00:18:51,096 --> 00:18:52,256 Or that. 353 00:18:55,300 --> 00:18:57,268 What the hell are you? 354 00:18:57,369 --> 00:18:58,893 I'm The Todd. 355 00:19:08,714 --> 00:19:12,150 We did all we could over the days to keep the patients going, 356 00:19:12,217 --> 00:19:14,742 but odds were against us. 357 00:19:15,354 --> 00:19:17,914 First we lost Mrs. Sykes. 358 00:19:18,023 --> 00:19:22,585 359 00:19:29,668 --> 00:19:31,932 And then Mr. Dennison. 360 00:19:46,985 --> 00:19:49,613 And I knew that Dr. Cox needed me the exact same way 361 00:19:49,688 --> 00:19:51,747 that I needed him earlier. 362 00:19:51,823 --> 00:19:54,053 Hey. Hungry? 363 00:19:54,126 --> 00:19:55,684 No. 364 00:19:56,128 --> 00:19:59,063 I guess our lunch was kind of a one time thing, huh? 365 00:20:07,239 --> 00:20:09,764 There's no way you could have seen that coming. 366 00:20:09,841 --> 00:20:12,810 I mean, rabies? Come on. 367 00:20:12,911 --> 00:20:16,779 There's like three reported cases a year. 368 00:20:16,848 --> 00:20:18,975 Testing would've been irresponsible. 369 00:20:19,051 --> 00:20:21,781 We would've wasted time those people didn't have. 370 00:20:21,853 --> 00:20:25,721 I was obsessed 371 00:20:25,791 --> 00:20:28,157 with getting those organs. 372 00:20:28,794 --> 00:20:29,818 You had to be. 373 00:20:29,895 --> 00:20:32,796 The fact is that those people were gonna die in hours 374 00:20:32,864 --> 00:20:34,627 and you had to make a call. 375 00:20:35,000 --> 00:20:37,093 I would've made the same call. 376 00:20:39,605 --> 00:20:42,369 Yeah? Yes. 377 00:20:44,042 --> 00:20:46,943 I got us lunch, and I think we should eat it. 378 00:20:47,012 --> 00:20:50,277 Right then, I knew I was gonna pull him out of this, 379 00:20:50,349 --> 00:20:54,911 But sometimes the hospital picks a day where it's just gonna pile it on. 380 00:20:55,020 --> 00:20:57,716 381 00:20:57,789 --> 00:21:00,849 Oh, God. Come on. 382 00:21:01,660 --> 00:21:03,423 Clear! 383 00:21:07,332 --> 00:21:09,800 Still in Vtach. Clear! 384 00:21:11,870 --> 00:21:14,532 Come on. Clear! 385 00:21:18,477 --> 00:21:20,342 Come on, come on. 386 00:21:20,412 --> 00:21:22,846 Come on! God! 387 00:21:43,001 --> 00:21:47,233 He wasn't about to die, was he, Newbie? 388 00:21:49,141 --> 00:21:52,076 Could've waited another month for a kidney. 389 00:21:58,617 --> 00:22:01,882 Where are you going? Your shift's not over. Hey! 390 00:22:04,122 --> 00:22:06,488 Remember what you told me? 391 00:22:07,192 --> 00:22:11,026 The second you start blaming yourself for people's deaths... 392 00:22:11,763 --> 00:22:13,663 ...there's no coming back. 393 00:22:16,034 --> 00:22:17,399 Yeah. 394 00:22:18,470 --> 00:22:20,836 You're right.